I don’t even know where to start. It’s the first day of teaching at my new school, and I really want to go home at the end of today and never come back. On Tuesday mornings, I have five classes back-to-back, two of which mercifully didn’t meet today, because of the opening assembly and other such activities. At my last school, I had two back-to-back classes twice a week, and it was trying, because I had to prepare for both at once. But five?! And when I think about the fact that I was supposed to be having a baby at the end of February, so that I would only have to deal with this insanity for part of the year, it’s really difficult to keep the tears from rolling. Let’s be honest: it’s difficult regardless.
On top of that, it’s day 38 of this cycle, I haven’t taken progesterone for the past three nights, and I still don’t have my period. What’s going on, insides?
I want to go home, snuggle up with N, and have it be summer again. To not have any responsibilities or any stupid commute, and to just be able to breathe.
Tonight’s therapy. And acupuncture. Blessed be.
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